And now for something completely different...

Have you ever had a heavy conversation online? Confessed your love? Confronted an ex? There's something vaguely heartbreaking about it. Without a voice or an expression, is your point being made? Are you being lied to?

In this Inst Msg submitted to us by "LILYSTAR" two long distance ex lovers try and mitigate the darkness of the net.

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andrew says: (8:41:15 AM)

hey

andrew says: (8:41:24 AM)

r u there?

andrew says: (8:41:47 AM)

please talk to me if u are

Lilystar says: (8:42:13 AM)

why should i

andrew says:? (8:42:19 AM)

i agree

andrew says: (8:42:30 AM)

i owe you an explanation

Lilystar says: (8:42:45 AM)

dont bother andrew,

andrew says: (8:42:51 AM)

please....

andrew says: (8:43:02 AM)

i dont want it to be like this

andrew says: (8:43:38 AM)

i have just never done anything like that which we did and i got totally

freaked out by it

Lilystar says: (8:43:47 AM)

this wouldnt be the first time youve had to guve me n excuse, but go ahead

andrew says: (8:44:05 AM)

i know it was really hurtful and immature

andrew says: (8:44:19 AM)

but i guess i didnt know how to handle it

Lilystar says: (8:45:12 AM)

it wasnt even that andrew. I understood that.  It was the ignoring me the

whole week after, after i flew there not just to sleep with you but to spend

time with you, and the sad par tis that the hour i did get to spend with you

was spent having sex

andrew says: (8:45:27 AM)

i know...

Lilystar says: (8:45:51 AM)

i was freaked out too, but yoru actions made me feel like a whore and that

is so direspectful

andrew says: (8:45:55 AM)

i am so so sorry...i just couldnt handle spending time with you after it

andrew says: (8:46:23 AM)

it felt like i had done something wrong....

Lilystar says: (8:46:50 AM)

looking bad i feel it was wrong and i wish i never shared that with you

Lilystar says: (8:46:57 AM)

bad = back

andrew says: (8:47:10 AM)

looking back i feel differently

andrew says: (8:47:25 AM)

i just wish we had spent some time together before it happened

Lilystar says: (8:47:31 AM)

sure its easy to change your mind now that i am away

andrew says: (8:48:00 AM)

not easy but easier to see things more clearly

Lilystar says: (8:48:04 AM)

i wish we had too

andrew says: (8:48:30 AM)

i would be lying if i said i didnt still think about you a lot

Lilystar says: (8:48:37 AM)

i had hoped we'd at least spend some time,  why do you think i suggested at

least going to dinner or something else first

andrew says: (8:48:51 AM)

i know ?:(

Lilystar says:? (8:48:54 AM)

i knew we should have spent more time, it was really difficult for me just

sitting in that room waiting for you

andrew says: (8:49:14 AM)

i am so so sorry

andrew says: (8:49:25 AM)

you looked so stunning when i saw you

Lilystar says: (8:49:36 AM)

well thanks

andrew says: (8:49:49 AM)

you did- really jaw dropping

andrew says: (8:50:04 AM)

how was your xmas/new year

andrew says: (8:50:13 AM)

by the way i am in new york now....

andrew says: (8:50:28 AM)

visiting my sister and having some meetings

Lilystar says: (8:50:46 AM)

new york is great

andrew says: (8:50:52 AM)

yeah i love it

Lilystar says: (8:50:57 AM)

as do i

Lilystar says: (8:52:54 AM)

i am planning on being in europe all of july

andrew says: (8:53:29 AM)

really??

andrew says: (8:53:41 AM)

where r u going to go?

Lilystar says: (8:53:52 AM)

the plan is italy and france, some malta and spain

andrew says: (8:54:03 AM)

that will be fantastic

Lilystar says:? (8:55:33 AM)

so you know where i was coming from, you were only the 2nd guy i ever

slept with....that made it harder

andrew says: (8:55:56 AM)

i know....

andrew says: (8:56:17 AM)

for the record you were a great lover

Lilystar says: (8:56:33 AM)

it wasnt long enough to classify me as that

andrew says: (8:56:45 AM)

u were so sexy though

Lilystar says: (8:57:39 AM)

i know

andrew says: (8:57:47 AM)

?;)

andrew says: (8:58:01 AM)

oh u do do u? ?;)

Lilystar says: (8:59:23 AM)

Yes, I know I am sexy, and a lot of other things, i know i am a good catch,

which is why i dont like wasting my time

andrew says: (8:59:40 AM)

oh ok....

Lilystar says: (9:00:18 AM)

i didnt mean that the way it came out

andrew says: (9:00:57 AM)

well for what it is worth i still want u

Lilystar says: (9:01:36 AM)

well thanks...

andrew says: (9:02:43 AM)

all of you

Lilystar says: (9:19:16 AM)

i cared for you so much...

andrew says: (9:20:40 AM)

i know....

andrew says: (9:24:05 AM)

i am at a loss for words....

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